Tonight i shall hyperventilate from inhaling to many cancer causing chemicals.
I will prepare a meal, prepackaged, precooked.
and i will think to myself
that i still need you to fight for me,
i need that drive, to fight right back for you.
tonight i will think of you
for three hours
while procrastinating homework
and crying about the beautiful songs
that i will repeatedly listen to.
hopefully i will wake up
and have no tear ducts,
hopefully i will have cried them away
in my dreams and nightmares.
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