telling lies and feeling good about them
is something i do often,
but not as often as before.
when i recall situations
i like to make believe they happened in my favor,
and even if they didn't
i can make it seem as if they did.
and it makes me feel better,
and it helps me sleep at night.
even if i have nightmares
or toss and turn and wake up sweating.
at least i can try to be happier
and that's something i'm good at,
or at least i like to pretend i am.
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