Cookies and Blowjobs

I send you messages
The internet consumes me
Or stuck with the hook in my cheek

Night falls sooner
The moon is missing
And I want to lick the dirt from your ears

Even if you were closer
You wouldn't be here
It pains me to know you're afraid

And you say you miss me
Not in that way you want to kiss me
Not love me or stay

The way you talk to me
I wish it were real
Or maybe someday in your arms again

Distract me from feelings
I hate you and distance
My heart would explode were it weak

You're not all I'm thinking
I'm weighing options
A Libra doesn't forget her scales

Tomorrow throws secrets
At stardust and naked
I lay and wait for your hands

If I were in reach
Distraction won't take me
I'm lost in this desert sand scape

But I'm free from your charm
I lust you and wish
That the right thing would just be here  soon

Anyways I dream
About you and me or him and I
and blowjobs and beer bottle chilled hands